I’m not the youngest in the fandom. I have a job, a career, I’m getting my Masters degree and I’m engaged.
I’m not the most dedicated in the fandom. I like other groups too, I don’t like all pairings and they piss me off sometimes too.
I’m not the most creative in the fandom. I reblog, I sing and dance to their songs and laugh along to their lame jokes.
I’m not the best in this fandom. But I love them with ever fibre of my being. I may still screw up lyrics, I may still get angry at them for stupid little things, I may not dedicate my being to them..
But they are a huge part of my life. At my age, people expect certain things from you. When you’re in your twenties, you cant daydream about your idols all day and you can’t live vicariously through them anymore.
But I’d be lying if I said they weren’t what kept my heart beating for so long. I know I shouldn’t give them such a big part of my life, but..
When someone makes you laugh, supports you, stops you from crying, loves you no matter what..
Don’t they deserve a huge part of your heart?
I love you, 嵐.
with everything that I have.